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tcndlover
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Birthday: 12/24/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: music and movies... enough said about that.. hahaha i LOVE the starting line! kenny is so freakin hot! i like to be the rebelious and the craziest one of the bunch. it's just better that way. like going to taco bell and getting the same thing no matter what! hahahahaha ya it's sad when people are like ya i saw ur truck at taco bell the other day... ya i'm known for my truck hahahaha.
Expertise: hmm... making a fool of myself, driving like a maniac, pissing people of, KNOWING ALL THE SONG LYRICS THAT THE BAND PLAYS! hahahaha yes i am like the biggest music freak! so as of now.. on my ares... i have 784 songs... hahahaha songs are my life! start singing a song and i can pick up the tune, sing along, tell u the name, who sings it, and if i know it well enough tell u the album it is off of... i know i'm a nerd!
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AIM:  tcndlover
MSN: tcndlover@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  danda10102
Member Since:
3/8/2005
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| so here's a quick low down...
got my bellybutton pierced tonight, bryant said he loved me and dude... i'm in total freakin love with him, my hair is back to the semi natural color, bryant and i almost broke up twice but we both made up. um my cousin is pregnant and my life has never been better | | |
| so i am in this weird mood... i am getting pissed off real easily and it is basically towards my mom and to bryant... and it freakin sucks.... bryant and i almost broke up again last night............ depressing.......... and i have it in my mind that i am too fat... i know crazy right? wrong.... i think i have wide hips and chunky stomach and i hate my thighs... they aren't fat they're muscle but they are just huge! i weigh 128 and i wear a size 7 in pants... i used to weigh 148 and a size 9 in pants... that is a big difference for me... 20 pounds... that was over a period of about 4 months though..... i just feel like i am bryants short chunky girlfriend that is insecure with herself.... i just want to be like the bombshell for him where he doesn't want to leave me.... that's the other thing he is so weird... i dont know if he would stop me if i tried to leave.... i dont think he would believe me if i told him how i really felt.... i dont even think he knows the real me..... | | |
| well myspace isn't working and bryant isn't calling me so i'm going update this thing... well bryant and i almost broke up and now we are better then ever! we fell asleep on chucks love sack! i thought it was soooo cute! hahaha! well guard still sucks... but not so much after our little incident of letting everything out.... hahaha that was fun. lance isn't all that bad... he's cooler now. hahaha! i have found a new love of music...
check them out at myspace:
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=7435185&a=1
they are muy muy muy bueno! i love them like so much! hahaha i listen to them everyday. god ok now i'm gonna call bryant ............................ he's helping chuck......................... god he never like ever calls! grr! hahaha! that boy... i love him but god he pisses me off sometimes!
i so skipped today! it was like so awesome! mary and i skipped 2, 3 and 4th! hahaha! we hung out with lauren... and now i want to get pregnant... hahaha! i know that sounds so bad but my mom got pregnant with my older sister when she was 17 and then lauren is 17 and i'm like omg i want a kid... hahaha! omg could u see me with a kid?!?! scratch that... could u see me pregnant? omg i would die!
THE SCENE AESTHETIC: BEAUTY IN THE BREAKDOWN | | |
| ok so today was like terrible! first i have this nightmare and lance was in it and he had a red wig and than he turned into it and had the teeth and shit... and than i woke up like in intervals between 10 and 20 minutes until my alarm went off at 6:18... 8 minutes later than usual and i was still tired so i just basically leave what i slept in (my hoodie cause i was cold) and some jeans... no make up and basically tired to go back to sleep till like 6:40... than i did like nothing at all in all of my classes and everyone thought i was sick cause i acted like it and i was like hmm... maybe! hahaha! guard practice wasn't all that bad... it actually went by fast and i picked up on a lot of the stuff i missed out on monday. bryant has called me yet... the stupid butt munch. hahaha. | | |
| so i was watching this movie where angelina jolie becomes this model and does heroin and shit and it sort of made me think. i was waiting for my water to heat up so i could make some green tea when i saw my reflection in the screen.... my middle section was clearly visible.... and i was like well if angelina was here we'd see probably her belly button and down..... and then i started to think of all the things i could become if it wasn't for my height or the type of body i have.... become a ballerina.... but nope boobs too big and hips to bodacious for them to handle
   
or even a model... no one would like to see some chic not even 5'3 walking around looking gorgeous....
 
all this stuff just got me thinking to what is limited to us girls who have big boobs or are cury and all that jazz | | |
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